Happy New Year!

My Angel Frankie~

Happy New Years angel! 2013 is here and it is going to be a great year for you, mom, and dad. We are going to bring you more treats on our visits to you and although we think of you about 50 times a day at least, I think we will only continue to think more about you as we work on making you a proud big brother.

How was New Years Eve in heaven? Did you have a dance party with good food and drinks? Did you have a good celebration with your your great grandparents up there? We had a nice night. Although I would kill to be at home with you but since you are not, mom ad dad had a night on the town. We had a nice dinner and drinks. Today we relaxed, had snacks, and dad took good care of mommy so she could have a relaxing day.

Daddy and I have been thinking and talking a lot lately. We know that you are in the safest place in heaven not having to go through being sick or having a single struggle. You are a baby, you shouldn't have to struggle. Mommy and Daddy are adults and we struggle because we miss you so much. It would break my heart watching you suffer over having stomach issues, swallowing problems, and having to maybe eat through a tube. This is trachea esophageal fistula- you know what Frankie, it stinks the big one. Mom and Dad are here to be the parents and the adults to soften the burden for you so you can be a baby and have a happy life in heaven. We love you so much and I would kill to have you here with us. We would adjust our lives and take the best care of you but I know you would be suffering.

The day you were born was the best thing that ever happened to dad and I. Thank you for being in our lives buddy! Now for 2013, we will be striving to make you happy every day up there. We know you are with us smiling down at us every single day and watching over us. Dad and I are pretty boring so we can't wait until you have a baby brother or sister to watch over that will bring some excitement to you.

The family loved your ornaments that you got them! We also have a few gifts from Nona and Papa here at the house that we want to bring to you on there next visit to you. Some of Mom and Dad's friends made donations in your name to the Ronald McDonald house. Mom has to work on getting some thank you cards out to them.

Here is to 2013 and we can't wait for all the great news that this year is going to bring to you and us!

Love you to the moon and back!

Mom and Dad